the product of untold boredom

Saturday, July 08, 2006


i hate being alone.

you'd think that after 18 years of this, i'd be accustomed to it already, but unfortunately thats not the case. you know that feeling of being stuck home alone with nothing to do, no one to talk with? well imagine that happening to you on a regular basis. it plain sucks. now some people say having time to yourself is good. true, if you're around people all the time and want some breathing space. however its a total bummer if you're around NOBODY for prolonged periods. tell me what good some 'alone time' would be now eh?

i'm not saying i'm lonely. to be lonely would be to have no friends to talk to, to feel unwanted and not needed. thankfully i've been spared from that. but too much time spent alone is just a waste of time i think. unless i learn to talk to myself...which would be really really sad.






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